She was doing so well with her CRF and feeling pretty good but suddenly she awoke in such pain her poor hind legs would just wiggle she was hurting so. Vet put her on pain killers and she got better and was up and even smiling at me as she slowly climbed to her kitty post.

THEN on Friday WHAM she was once again in terrible pain. Accupuncture worked for 2 days and her pain came back worse. I gave her more pain killers than recommended but STILL my baby was in such pain I had her put down today.

I Miss her so much - I am still on her schedule - I keep feeling I need to feed her (syringe feed her) and give her her meds and fluids and keep looking at the clock only to have to realize she is gone. She was SO COURAGEOUS and SUCH A FIGHTER, I called her Little Miss M'Amazing.

I miss kissing her dear little mouth after I fed her and laughing when she deliberately spit out her food and holding her tight when she got upset.

Do you think there IS a Heaven or someplace she is up at and she is once again free of pain and running happily and playing?

I have lost many others in my old life - including my Syn Min Minnie and my Little Miss Incredible and Mr Wonderful Schatzi Poodle BUT Missy was so special I cannot stop crying. I am just in AGONY missing her.



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Heidi - mom
Kotton - LOVING Ice-blue-eyed Siamese girl
Ben - Young Mr. Wonderful Spotted Tabby boy
Princessita Missy - Tiny courageous Silver/white- protector of her boys - Kitty girl
Panther - Young Black "Master of Da Bird" boy

3 SPECIAL Angels

Minnie -CA LICO Saint of a Kitty girl
Schatzi- LOVINGEST EVER Tuxedo Standard Poodle Boy
Corkie - BEST EVER - cat - & LOVE OF MY LIFE

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