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bps516
at Tue Mar 28 10:38:35 2006 [ Email Message ] [ Show All Posts by bps516 ]
Thanks for sharing your story. That took a lot! As an internet developer I have gone through many jobs over the past few years and fell into a deep depression at one point. You don't realize how bad it has gotten till you are right at the end. For me it was a mixture of job loss, an already existing chronic illness flair up from the stress, and those wonderful anti-depressents (the one they had me on had NOW has a side effect of depression listed) that had me sitting there with one of my swords figuring the best way to fix it into place. At that point I realized there was a problem. The thing that stopped me was that I looked at it as the coward's way out- NOT meaning that any other way but for me and my situation.
Bottom line, if someone is thinking those thoughts venomous snakes are not the best thing to be around. I can not imagine how painful that would be...
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Bryan, Atlanta GA
1-0-0 Rescued Ball Python - Apep
0-1-0 Rescued Mountain Horned Dragon - Ki
0-0-1 Rescued Aggressive Bearded Dragon - Zeus
0-0-1 Rescued Non-Alpha Green Iguana - Bud
1-1-0 Rescued Rats... no wait... ROTTEN Little Cats - Ra, Bastet
0-0-1 Rescued Dieting Panda Hamster - Mr. Fluffy
0-1-0 Rescued Little Angelic Kitten - Isis
1-0-0 Horse... whoops... BIG Golden Retriever - Jake
0-1-0 Wife
2-0-0 Kids
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RE: It makes me sad...i just recovered - bps516, Tue Mar 28 10:38:35 2006