Thanks - that cleared it up
As I think you know I rear a lot of Lepidoptera and other insects and own a tarantula. I have returned to school to get my degree in Nature Literacy and Education. So yes, I am VERY much a student of nature in every sense as well as being a hard-core Darwinian gal! When most folks are reading the latest Harry Potter or other best seller I am reading books on evolutionary biology, ecology, insects and other subjects in the Life Sciences - this is my non-school reading! Ha-ha!
So the whole survival of the fittest thing is obvious in my daily life. For instance of my 54 cecropia eggs that hatched I have 38 still alive and over half of my luna's died. Hopefully these will al go on to spin and eclose next summer as adults. In some cases, I know what happened but in the case of my lunas, I am always stumped. But b/c I have so many and I don’t name them
the loss is sad but not devastating and in the wild about that same amount again would become bird or bat food!
I thought I was doing everything right and it is so hard to simply not know. Vets can be frustrating and very expensive. Mine has still not called me back!
Anyway, I am rambling….
lele
>>omg lele, I guess that did sound weird, lol. I somehow got some of it deleted. Nature has alot to teach us, or make us remimber as the case may be, and death is just part of that. Nature is also a cruel teacher and it is sometimes hard to be her student, as you are. I don't know, I am just a little POed at some people for not being more helpful to us here, especially people who sell the cute little things. I think I am in love with breve's, they look like little puppets, just so cute and tiny. I want some badly but want desperately to figure out what is going on with the deaths. And people just tell me things like they are just delicate and the females are not made as strong as the males etc etc. Nature is a cruel teacher and usually animals arent just made badly, if they are they dont survive and become extinct. I am sure it is something which can be addressed and fixed so they can be raised and flourish in captivity by anyone willing to give them what they need, I could go on and on but its already too long, lol. I am sorry you have had such a hard time of it and I really do not believe it was from you being a bad keeper, it is something else going on. I just wish Vets weren't so darn expensive.