sorry for ur lose ! i also bought a BP from a white plains show about 3 yrs ago and she 2 died about a month later. i was still learning, jus excited to having them. but she wasnt my 1st, i had bought 2 before from the expo. at the time i wasnt into breeding n checking who the breeders are. i jus wanted a pet. since then, i learn even more, alot through forums, books, magazines & internet. the end of 06, i wanted to deal with breeding, 07 i began my search. i wanted reliable breeders, some1 that can always be there in case i have a question or 2. in march & april of this yr, i have bought 2 female pastels & 1 male 100%Het clown. i bought both my pastels from Kim from N.A.R.C. her & her fiance have been very helpful 2 me. i have sent over 50 emails back & forth on breeding & general information, bout the pastel i have purchased. very good breeders. RELIABLE ! they have been so good 2 me, that i have a spider & cinny that im going to be purchasing from them in the near future. not knock any other breeders, jus my 1st time dealing with alot of $$$, breeders & trust. my advice is ask alot of questions, when u do that, espically at the expo u can tell who knows their stuff, all on the way they reply to ur answers. i have asked ?'s n their answer sound like a bunch of B.S. (money hungry). ill be going to the nexx expo i believe in July... good thing to get is the magazines ! there is a old lady & guy that sells magazines at the show for 3 or 4 for $10. i make sure i go to them everytime & buy all their magazines of BPs. even if its a small article, i til get it. if u have ne questions feel free to email me.
Good Luck
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