i had surgery this morning and im home now. This whole thing seems so weird and unreal. The past few days seem like such a blur i feel so weak and tired. I'm so out of it; i cant sleep unless i pretty much o.d. myself through the night. they had me on dilodin or some crap then switched me to morphine and had to switch me back because it was hurting so bad. My whole arm throbs and burns like crazy and on top of all that I've been eating percosets like skittles and I'm seriously not tasting the rainbow... this sucks bad bad. As of yesterday before surgery my bill was somewhere in the ballpark of 117K. lol One dose of anti-venom was 54K and the other dose was 45K. Can you even believe those are real numbers? that's crazy as hell to me.. so i gotta go back on friday and they're going to check it out again. So far I've been lucky enough to keep my finger (and life) through 2 surgeries. The Dr said I'm doing way good and everythings been in my favor thus far. I'm hoping it stays that way the whole time!!
I really do thank you all for your support and everything else it's super super cool of every one. thank you thank you thank you.
much love joe
o-yea i'll post some pics tomorrow when my girlfriend cleans me up. All I know is that it's there i have no clue what it looks like. I'm kinda excited...not
