It's been a long time since I've been here. . .not sure who's around that used to be on the PCF boards. . .
The miracle puppy has left this world. .
It was a long fight, but he tried his hardest, and I think it was because he didn't want to leave. Almost 6 months exactly after his amputation, Obie slipped his earthly bonds. . .and left me here crying so hard I can't breath. When I said goodbye to him this morning, i didn't think it'd be forever, not yet anyway. Brought his neice home so I had someone to cry on tonite, and she's upset cuz i'm crying so hard.
BIF FC Mielikki's Fairy King, MC, CGC, FCH 11/24/00-5/16/0
Cancer sucks
I miss my lil man so much. . he left such a huge,
gaping hole in my heart and in my life. . .my house feels so damn
empty. . .the couch looks so funny without him on it. . .my bed is
so empty within him in it. . .my car so empty in the morning without
his happy silly face behind me.
Those who knew him, know what i mean when I say he had a huge
presense. . he was a dog so full of life and personality, he was
almost a person in a furry suit. . he was the smartest dog I've ever
owned, the calmest Borzoi, and the most beautiful one I've
bred. . .I love all my guys, but he owned my heart, had his little
white paws wrapped around it from the time of his surgery til he
left me. . .I truly didn't think when I gave him his kiss goodbye
and told him if he needed to leave me, then don't wait on Wed, that
it would be the last time I looked into those gorgeous dark eyes.
He had such a great sense of humour, knew when Mama needed to laugh,
and he'd do silly things like fling around his knuckle bones or his
toys. Or he'd know when I needed a hug, and he'd come up and stick
his head into my belly for ear rubs with a satisfied groan when i
scritched them, always bringing a smile to my face. I miss the way
he always positioned himself so some part of his body touched
mine. . .
He always had this happy little bounce, his little ears out to the
sides, his eyes bright for me, his tail a wig wagging .. I miss it
so damn much 
Was trying to do my Obedience class last night, and couldn't keep
the thoughts of "She's not like Obie" out of my head. Poor Dei, she
was trying. I keep telling her she needs to make sure to give me
antoher Obie. . tho I fear he was a once in a lifetime dog. .he was
definitely one in a million.
