...i just got another bhc. i did. i'm crazy, i know. apparently, i also have the word 'SUCKER' tattooed on my forehead. when we lost our sun conure, crash, i seriously thought i would just go loony with grief. and then i started to feel it for olive, my bhc girl, because she and crashy were sorta brother and sister. roommates, and so darn cute together. it was definitely grief times two! i knew at some point i was going to get olive another brother or sister, she's sooooo social, and our quaker and cockatiel were just horrified when she tried to play with them, like they were gonna get caique cooties, or something - euw!!! so i started looking thru petfinder...and then my dang best friend lynn, starts oooohing and ahhhing over a bhc at a pet store. they've always had one there, and they're soooo overpriced, it's disgusting, so of course, i would never ever buy one from them, i mean, who does that, right? i had met the little man and i was the one that told HER what a cutie he was, but what a weird looking little guy, too. just kinda mangled looking. one white nail, missing part of a toe, strange black feathers....but cute, and sweet as all get out.
so she starts going in to visit him, and falls madly in love with him. then she wants me to come in and see him with her. says that she'll argue them down in price, and then we [meaning me, of course] can get him for olive! i went in, and the next thing i know, she had left to go get olive and my daughter to 'see if olive likes him'. i knew i should've said no. but she brings olive back, and the little boy squeaks at her, she sizes him up for about a half second, and then, if they would've had arms, they'd have been hugging each other. i got choked up. i've felt so darn bad for olive, that seeing her snuggling with somebody other than me was just so adorable. well, long story shortish, his name is tank [one of my favorite movies is tank girl] and he'll be five months old at the end of december. and he outweighs olive already. the name fits.
when we got home, my legs were all noodly, i felt light headed, but ridiculously happy. i was hugging both kids, and olive leans over and starts 'feeding' him. holy crap, i lost it. i was sobbing! i've missed crashy so much, and i know olive did, and it just hit me so hard right then, that, and knowing that she was happy...gees, my daughter came down, and was like 'are you crying AGAIN???' they''ve been inseperable since, and i couldn't have gotten a better christmas gift for me AND olive. sighhh....
so i was totally dumb and irrational on so many different levels, but boy does it feel good.
and so far, the house is still standing, and all the dogs still have all their toes, even WITH more than one caique living here!


