I know this is totally off topic but I needed somewhere to vent. We keep a lot of animals around my place, including two horses. Well we lost one today. I've never gone through anything so rough. Having to bury her was a terrible site. We'd only had her a year, rescued her from some people who treated her horribly. Spent all kinds of money to get her rehabilitated. No one knew she had chronic colic until several months after we had her. Yesterday we were gone all day, so no one saw the signs of another dose of colic. I didn't go out and check on them becuase I was too tired, then when we went out this morning, she was dead. We burried her with her halter. I guess the reality just hasn't set in yet. Well thanks for listening to my rantings.
Jackal
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Rebel Born, Rebel Bred


He was my baby and I cried forever over it. I know the pain you are feeling losing a beloved animal, especailly around this happy time of the year.