last night, dad went to offer Lilly a few superworms. he found her under one of her bathing stones where she had tunneled under and suffocated.
i know things happen. I know its nothing new. two deaths so soon is hard to bear.. I have to have a surgical procedure today and I'm in a lot of shock over Lilly. i have 90% of my all concenrated on my physical body at the time, the remaining 10 for Raptor and my dog.
at this moment I am done with collareds. i love em, they are gorgeous, but i'm at my wits' end. and to think I'm still in shock, i haven't grieved and I still feel morbid...
i may be back. i may not. i simply do not know.
thanks guys for helping, especially Eve, iguanabelikejesus and Johne.
it was a fun ride while it lasted. good day.


Eve