Need to go in search of my inner self to see if I still have the love and passion of this hobby. Also, in no offense to all who keep this site going, it's just not the same without all those I knew. Either they have been banned for stupid reasons, no longer come to the chat or forums because of bratty little kids, trolls, or some other reasons I cannot mention due to TOS. I came here to learn and to give advice(on herps that I know) but anymore my knowledge is criticized in every way which does make me mad to the point of no return. And what is discussed in chats and forums the majority of it I do not care to learn as all that is talked about(mainly in chat) are herps that do not interest me. Now don't get me wrong I DO like all herps but the commonly kept ones, IMO, are like pennies...everybody has one. Until I can resolve these inner issues with myself I will not return. It's not like this place will fall apart without me nor am I expecting this place or anyone here to remember me. In fact I highly encourage that all forget about me. I'm just a flash of light in the sky...in a split second I'm gone and all is forgotten. Ma*********