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She was doing so well with her CRF and feeling pretty good but suddenly she awoke in such pain her poor hind legs would just wiggle she was hurting so. Vet put her on pain killers and she got better and was up and even smiling at me as she slowly climbed to her kitty post.

THEN on Friday WHAM she was once again in terrible pain. Accupuncture worked for 2 days and her pain came back worse. I gave her more pain killers than recommended but STILL my baby was in such pain I had her put down today.

I Miss her so much - I am still on her schedule - I keep feeling I need to feed her (syringe feed her) and give her her meds and fluids and keep looking at the clock only to have to realize she is gone. She was SO COURAGEOUS and SUCH A FIGHTER, I called her Little Miss M'Amazing.

I miss kissing her dear little mouth after I fed her and laughing when she deliberately spit out her food and holding her tight when she got upset.

Do you think there IS a Heaven or someplace she is up at and she is once again free of pain and running happily and playing?

I have lost many others in my old life - including my Syn Min Minnie and my Little Miss Incredible and Mr Wonderful Schatzi Poodle BUT Missy was so special I cannot stop crying. I am just in AGONY missing her.

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Heidi - mom
Kotton - LOVING Ice-blue-eyed Siamese girl
Ben - Young Mr. Wonderful Spotted Tabby boy
Princessita Missy - Tiny courageous Silver/white- protector of her boys - Kitty girl
Panther - Young Black "Master of Da Bird" boy

3 SPECIAL Angels

Minnie -CA LICO Saint of a Kitty girl
Schatzi- LOVINGEST EVER Tuxedo Standard Poodle Boy
Corkie - BEST EVER - cat - & LOVE OF MY LIFE

Yes, I believe that pets have souls and therefore like us they go to heaven and wait for us there at the Bridge. I believe that all of our pets are there together waiting and that someday we will see them again. I am sure that your Missy is there free of pain and running and playing again. Here is a link to the Rainbow Bridge Story.

Link

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Tessa Foudini, Charlee, Spottie, Buddy, Tuxie, Widdle Attila Sipowitz, Lizzie, Minnie, ET, Mylo,Salem, Wicca, Marmalade, Amelia, Rocket and Turbo (we iz NOT fosters) and the 4 porch kits, Mocha, Tigger, Cali, and Smudge also Riley da goggie and Buddha da baby hamster too
Onyx,Tabitha and Samantha..always in our hearts & together again//Fly free Penny 12/12/07, always in our hearts...ShyRaven 11/17/09, Torti the tudeful 2/3/10
A house without cats is like a garden without flowers

Heidi, I am so very, very sorry to hear this. My heart goes out to you.
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Tammy and Pookey
(Stanley 8/91 - 8/07)

Hello Heidi,

I am so very sorry about your loss of Missy. The fact that she did well for a long time tells me that she had the best of care.

I know the heartbreak of dealing with CRF, as I have lost several cats to the disease. Unfortunately, the time always comes when there is nothing more we can do. We are able to make that most difficult decision out of our love for our babies. I see euthanasia as kind of a final gift, one that is never easy to give.

There is no doubt in my mind that I will see all of my Angels again some day, and you will see yours as well. We will all have quite a reunion some day with our babies.

Take care, and if you are interested we have a Pet Loss Chat every night. It often helps to talk to others who understand what you are going through.

Regrds,
PHKitkat

Thank you all so very much. I am so sued to tending to her I am absolutely LOST and it seems in contstant tears.

If was not the CRF that took her, thought. She was holding her own on that! She either jumped and twisted or fell and reinjured her hips and tailbone and was n so much pain there that the pain killers zonked her out but did not take the pain away.

She WANTED to live but was in such pain she would fall if she tried to walk so I HAD to let her go.

there will NEVER be another like her - I think she even surpassed Corkie!

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Heidi - mom
Kotton - LOVING Ice-blue-eyed Siamese girl
Ben - Young Mr. Wonderful Spotted Tabby boy
Princessita Missy - Tiny courageous Silver/white- protector of her boys - Kitty girl
Panther - Young Black "Master of Da Bird" boy

3 SPECIAL Angels

Minnie -CA LICO Saint of a Kitty girl
Schatzi- LOVINGEST EVER Tuxedo Standard Poodle Boy
Corkie - BEST EVER - cat - & LOVE OF MY LIFE

I forgot to say, thank you for inviting me to the pet loss chat but I cannot type fast enough.
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Heidi - mom
Kotton - LOVING Ice-blue-eyed Siamese girl
Ben - Young Mr. Wonderful Spotted Tabby boy
Panther - Young Black "Master of Da Bird" boy

3 SPECIAL AngelsPLUS one EXTRA special girl

Minnie -CA LICO Saint of a Kitty girl
Schatzi- LOVINGEST EVER Tuxedo Standard Poodle Boy
Corkie - BEST EVER - cat - & LOVE OF MY LIFE
PLUS the MOST COURAGEOUS Little Angel EVER
Princessita Missy - Tiny MOST Amazing Miraculous Silver/white - Kitty girl EVER!