Around 8:45Pm May Seventh after having just been fed and nestling in on my shoulder as I rubbed her back to burp her. Jol'linair drifted off to sleep and not long after I noticed she had stopped breathing. After checking for other signs of life and finding none I wrapped her up in the washcloth that had become her feeding bib and naptime blanket and laid her to rest.
I knew from the start that she probably wouldn't make it much longer than this but I hoped she would. I didn't realize how much it would hurt to lose her. I know she is in a better place but still for a while there she was my baby, my daughter, and now she is gone. All I have left to remember her is a little piece of from the corner of he blanket.

GoodBye my sweet Jol'linair.

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