My baby boy Atticus.. 5 1/2 months old.. has gone up to heaven where he can be a true angel. Suffered from advanced Kidney Failure, laid to rest by euthanasia. It will be a long time before I am done grieving for you Atticus, but I like to think you might still be here with us. You really did touch my heart like few other animals have, and I will never forget your darling face. I am being selfish because although I made the decision to end your misery.. I want you to come back for me, because I am the one who is finding it so hard to move on without you. It was unfair that you were taken so soon, and I am so sorry I could not cure your illness. I miss you attacking my fingers through the blankets and then curling up and drifting off to sleep with me.. I'm sorry I didn't let you eat right off my plate when you tried, and mostly I'm just so sorry I couldn't save you. You are at peace, and I'm trying my best to handle losing you. The only peace of mind I have is the hope that someday many years from now I will see you again, I love you and I miss you my precious boy... -Mommy, Daddy, Julian, Belle & Scotty

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