about all this Pete. So very sorry. I wish there were something we could do. The frightening part is this is an under-researched disease and is quite pervasive. It's one of my worst fears actually. Good words of wisdon from Allan, as I concur.

But Pete, don't totally give up. Take a break, and I'm sure you'll find that spark again. It's still somewhere within you -- this has been just a real bad experience and having nothing to do with you per se. Again, I'm feeling for ya and I hope that you won't become a stranger in this or any other forums. Chin up bro.......

Jerry Kruse
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Jerry Kruse

"When the character of a man is not clear to you, look to his friends." -- Japanese Proverb