If the knowledge was really here for 3 decades we wouldn't be having these discussions. I have been reading all the posts on this forum for a couple of year's. I think the real issue is that you think your knowldege is the only one out there & you want people to belive everything you say. The only person to ever know everything was hung on a cross 2000 year's ago. The rest of should still be learning. When we think we know we cease to learn!!!